It's every day the same. Same mood at every night. Same mood at every morning. It's so depressing. I'm down. I miss him. No. I just miss the old one ... I'm not strong enough to stand up, if I fall down. Run. Run. Run away from everything!
Today's song : Nirvana - Depressed. ♫
"Underneath the bridge, the tarp has sprung a leak. And the animals, I've trapped, have all become my pets. And I'm living off of grass and the drippings from my ceiling. It's okay to eat fish, 'cause they don't have any feelings. [...] Something in the way, hmm. Something in the way, yeah, hmm."
And this one, too : (It's greek, and I don't speak greek. So, no songtext.) (Just a Youtube-Link)
"So let's face it, this was never what you wanted. [...] Now you still speak of day old hate. Thought your whole world has gone up into flames. And isn't it great, to find that you're really worth nothing? And how safe it is, to feel safe? I found you, before I drift away. The things we do just to keep ourselves alive ...."
After a long time I decided to move on and create a space for my own. The name is "Everybody is Melancholic", because this blog is gonna be a mix of my feelings, my mood and my life. I try to keep my best and to post reggulary. :) Enjoy!
Me and my friend Sophia ! Here we are ! At our classtrip 2009. ;)
My name is Meli. :)
I'm -sixteen- years old.
Birthday : 24.10.1993. x3
I'm from Bergisch Gladbach / Cologne, in Germany.
I'm in the 10th class.
My friend Tzoulia made this blog,
because I'm too stupid to make one. :D (THX TZOULES, LOVE YOU)!
I've got a boyfriend for almost -two- years. (I LOVE U MY DARLIN'! ♥ ;*)
My bff's name is Sophia. (LOVE U MY BEST!)
Ana is my best friend, too.
Maybe I will upload some pictures from my bff's. :)
But till then ...
Enjoy my blog. :)
I'll work on it, every day.
If u like it, follow me. :)
So take care and have a nice day. :)
xoxo ♥ love.